Monday, July 12, 2010
This probably sums up what the 2010 World Cup was all about.
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KING PAULWhat makes the World Cup so special? On a personal note, it is special because it only comes once every 4 years. Every 4 years, the changes in my life are massive. During the last world cup, i was still looking for people to help me place my bets but 4 years later today, I am able to do it freely. I really do not know what will I be in 2014. I will be 24 by then.
So this major distraction is over, I skipped school today but there's no need to provide any excuses because nobody will believe anybody is sick today. The battles in school will be tougher and tougher but I will face it with renewed resillience. Oh well, what a tough week this is going to be.So I have drawn up a couple of aims for the next few weeks.
1. Not to be late and to be present for all Chua Hai Eng lessons
2. Not to be late and to be present for all Balbir Singh lessons
3. Not to be late and to be present for all Jessie Tan lessons
4. Hand up 90% of my tutorials!
i just have to find strength to stand up against my challenges although i do not know where to gather it.
I need something to look forward to.
12:24 AM
12:24 AM
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Yes i know many of you have seen this before but i just saw this during my GEMS lesson a few weeks ago and i like it so much! So don't mind watching it again!
Could I say the worst is over for me? No, I can't.
Well, life has been a little bit better and i am more relaxed now but still, everyday remains a mystery.
It's going to be a very treacherous week coming up and i know its going to be a hard hard battle.
Sun Tzu says, "Put a soldier deep into enemy's territories and when he realised he have no choice and nothing more to lose, he will fight to his death"
I must be a soldier and i am fighting for my own cause.
Labels: when something becomes everything to me
10:21 AM
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Nothing seems to be going right for me so far. Life is simply making a mockery out of me.
I had been feeling a little bit better, just a little bit better but then again, it seems like none of the problems have been solved. I've seen what i should not see and I cannot say what i want to say and I can only eat what i want to eat to a certain extent. ITS A JOKE ISIN'T IT?!
I've been trying to draw positives and just try my best to look for the light but no, i just can't seem to find it.
Sometimes it's really best to be ignorant because knowing and seeing some things could be so heartbreaking. Well, I just have to blame it on myself being too emotional.
I just do not know how much i have left in my tank.
Thanks to those who have been offering words of encouragement and i must emphasize that i am not trying to gain sympathy or attract attention because i don't need them and all i want is a platform to vent my frustrations.
10:43 AM